I haven't posted for awhile, mainly because I am a firm believer that if I don't have something, nice, kind, or uplifting to say, I should just keep my mouth shut.
But then my mom reminded me that everyone goes crazy in February, oddly that made me feel better.
We have had a rough go these days, Zane continues to wake up
hundreds 5 or 6 times a night, Calving is taking its toll on Ben, not only is he up multiply times a night to check on them but our calves seem to have caught a virus that has caused more than the normal share of calves to get sick and die.
Ben is not sleeping, I am not sleeping, but 2 energetic little boys are getting lots of sleep and are so excited in the morning to get their day started, we have a new strategy called "get your own breakfast" we leave out dishes and easily accessible muffins and cups of milk are poured and left in the fridge, we have about 50% success rate of them getting up eating and playing nicely until we drag ourselves out of bed, or Zane demands that we get up. The boys love being so grown up that they can get their own breakfast, especially Reid who likes to
boss help Dexter with his.
Mostly we are just looking for things to make us laugh, this last week I have been reading through the
Parenting; illustrated with crappy pictures archives, and found
this entry particularly hilarious (Ben and I read it and laughed out loud until we had tears running down our face)
I feel exhausted and guilty and exhausted. I feel guilty that I don't take the boys outside on nice days, (funny I don't feel guilty about not cleaning up breakfast until after lunch) maybe I just want to go outside too... maybe that's why February drives us all crazy, we just need to go outside...